August 12, 2007

where did i go wrong?

I’ve been trying so hard…

It’s exhausting.

And it’s even more heartbreaking when, he gets angry everytime he calls.

I feel like a failure.. I always seem to get him all worked up, no matter what I do. I always seem to make him angry… always seem to get on his nerves. I always don’t seem to understand… I always don’t get things right.. I take too much time to answer easy questions.. I’m slow at replying his smses…

I never seem to do things right.

I really don’t want to cry.

I’m exhausted. The headaches are back.

I really don’t need this now. Not when I’m grappling around, trying to be strong…

I don’t want to cry…….. but I can’t seem to stop.

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