berangan je ni…

I saw Kak Farah earlier at T2. With her hubby (I didnt even know she’s married!), and her 2yr old son… And, she’s 5mths pregnant! Best nya kan !!?

And I was super jealous la. I want that.. I want a family. I want to be pregnant.. I want a child…

There is so much that I want…

I want him. I want to be his wife, I want to be the mother to his children.  (hAHA. but Im not… that will be cik puan arniza) Argh. I HATE THINKING ABT THIS !!!!!

Nowadays, whenever I look at couples, with their kids, my heart breaks into a million pieces….

I WANT TO BE LIKE THAT !!!

Whenever I look at little kids.. I imagine how fulfilling it must be to be a mother….

When I read blogs.. about mothers n kids, and pregnancy n labor … I’ll cry… I want to feel all that…

There was this blog, the husband wrote abt how he loves the wife so much, how he truly appreciates  his wife, bcos she gave him the most precious thing in his whole life, which is the new born.. and I was cryingg….. like nangis teresak esak. He must feel that way for his wife.. kan?

One reason why I envy that woman, to the extent of hating her… she is the mother of he’s most precious.. she brought them to this world… They are half of her….

MMG JELES GILA NAK MAMPOS LA ! erghhhh.

SIal la. malas la nak sambung.